a ride, a fantasy, a good time
for what it is worth, but what is it worth really
when the narration changes as perspectives
glide from white, gray then black
because a person moves in with colors
first touching skin, then sinking deeper
a philosophical discourse of course
changes perspective muses one drunk
man to another,
then another butted in: nay, it's the other way around,
the clothes make the man,
a designer nodded approvingly, of course that's how
i followed every advice from day one,
and found the hidden path
a lot sweeter, the night fresher, stolen cookies
taste better.
mother berated me for every mis-step
i took, stern warnings, harsh scoldings,
trail the path of regret
in hopes of finding enlightenment,
a way out, from mistakes, errors, blemishes,
on face needs cosmetics when
scars are said to be non removable.
and it makes no sense,
paradise is cotton candy masquerading as guns
licking up flames on the burnt chair,
tearing out ashes from a living wood not wanting death,
sweetness burst forth as one dream takes flights
like angels flying towards earth to give grace
on gestures of repentance, head bowed, praying earnestly
who does not love kindness, mercy, gentleness
and a touch of excitement? me, me, the spectators
lifted hands and they looked like shoots climbing towards
the sun eager to taste more light, heat, warmth
within: eye shadows, make up, silk and jewellry
worn heavily the delighted throw a coin, a gold piece,
fallen fight, still a fighter
or damned soul no longer mercy bound?
the fool claims gluttony gone
when his stomach is full,
then the hunger comes the next day,
it becomes a roll of the dice