Lilith enters the shattered mind

I have paradise, indeed what more could I ask for? When every whim and pout brings about more on the table, for the knights and princes they don't like it when I am sad, and how could they when I am like a china doll ... ... broken inside they don't see this, my mind shattered when I have already seen enough of life's foolish quest to try and please everyone is to please no one and where are the more than fair weathered friends? too few, they all have their reasons of course but reality is acidic, reality can be a predator or a prey though I like to snap out of the terrors of living as a prey, my way out is all too obvious and the bickerers they will bicker till the day they die.