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so ... what happens? now. that children lead the way when innocence is forgivable? hard to tell. the juries said. when emotions

i had my first whiff - dang. it was bad. how bad? i cannot quite say without falling into the same cycle: the swing is just a little too hard, the cry babies have red bottoms, while a teacher's pet is all the glory. not like morning glory, whose wilting stance i quite imagined many times

white blank sheet and now comes the words, then the emotions - wow, just wow handed with silver platters for others,

please help, though the folks they don't see what i see because third eye is not normal. that's a disease, that's a whisper, if nothing is said, it becomes real. how awful, what delight when all it takes

everyone thrives under great weather, everyone smiles when the world smiles, everyone wants utopia without a threat to that fantasy, everyone is in the best of moods when the news is favorable to them, everyone is confident when they are the customers, everyone can be gracious when power tilts in their favor,

a lapse in judgement comes about when the waves hit. what force, coldness enters the bones, vertigo and then blank. try to recite those proverbs, try to go by general rule of thumb,

hell, pain, suffering, gone mad the rabbit hole widens, becomes a jaw slamming shut. doors closed, red light and needing to pee and there are no toilets around, a traffic jam,

crisscross, vexed, perplexed the 3 passerby: lilith, pug and val fell upon the artifact counterfeit and one became bemused, another crackled with laughter while the last said surely this be quite obvious, my echoes, fakeness shimmered, sipped, swam down the river it seems past cracks, sank into deeper earth for the mind is layers of layers,

new born eyes like sponge, absorbs love and hate alike: a baby cries, screams, grows to become child of spotted dots, still largely innocent though the first frown suggest a knowledge that a white lie told is above

wrapped like a pudding, what's your favorite color and your wish will be granted! taste like a red herring, wait - taste like a dream come true.