was it worth it?

lilith asked val, who art thou? with old language just because. something lingering, something reminding a memory refusing to go away. maybe. redemption is here, maybe lilith and rouge were bff because it was the only thing that made sense in a chaotic tide: don't look at me a knight who lost his armor slurps the honey off his helmet because he had a dozen of reasons to have some honey - life. oh. so you have enlightenment now eh? sweet. sweet. sweet sugar to cast away demons from yesterday and the glory becomes just a label, of pride. when maybe. it wasn't. when the devil tells lies through lips not mine, or yours. and gatekeepers no longer linger or remind - of today. when yesterday and tomorrow becomes a rushing tide breaking dam. can't hold. too much. life. and then rouge smiled, ain't i right? when the dices are rigged ... ... with flesh. flesh yearning for sugar so sweet it smoked me up - when i drank from the cup. it's like yesterday's memory finally redeeming -