and lust greeted me,
took me for a ride through the sky,
it was quite the journey,
left me high and dry,
as it was never enough,
that's the state lust told me,
and everyone says things like my kids,
my family, myself, god, my career
so it seems rather silly this question.
wait a minutes,
for those answers really touch skin,
when things go bad, when skin cracks,
everybody wants to be the exception
when lightning hits,
when thunder roars,
the gods are angry though not at me.
everybody wants to escape accountability
when the auditors audit,
that i, mere me
could call the lark
to amuse, to befuddle, to wake up
i've never been though, i like to think
i have!
asleep, pondering, wrenching that glow stick
neurosis thickens, widens, stretches creativity
churning out -
what scorches, burns, laments will come later
when the end is seen.
sprouting greens do not see decay,
fresh clean slate eventually weeps.